I'm officially obsessed with how I look, and it's becoming borderline ridiculous. All I want to do is lose 10-15lbs. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?? I really don't think so. I think about it day and night, and I do SO WELL during the day with my diet, but by the time I get home, I say "eff it" and eat garbage. I've been so tired lately, and I'm sure it's because of my poor eating habits.
So, I'm making a promise to MYSELF. I will eat healthy and exercise DAILY. I need to start being proactive in how I feel and take charge of my life. I can't continue to feel like this everyday. So today is Day 1 of my new lifestyle change. My boss is kind enough to be ordering us pizza for lunch. I'm going to plan out what I'm going to have BEFORE it gets here, so when I eat, I won't feel so bad. I'm giving myself (if they're square pieces) three pieces and that's it. I brought grapes in this morning, so I will have that as a snack later on today. For dinner, I will have a chicken breast and veggies. I have to keep telling myself it's OK to have pizza, etc. as long as I have it in moderation. I'm too hard on myself, I think.
SO here's my Day 1 picture. Yes, I'm in the bathroom at work. Don't judge me.
As of today, I weigh 168lbs (ugh I'm ashamed to admit that... but I'm 5'10") and I'm wearing a size 8 pants from NY&Co and a Medium shirt.
Here we go...
So that's that. HELP ME stay motivated... I'll be checking in over the weekend to update my progress (hopefully).
I hope everyone is having a wonderful day, and thanks for listening to me bitch. I'm sure there will be much more to come :)
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